ups and downs in lyfe...

2006-04-14T20:39:00.000+08:00

hmm.. haizz.... perkara kecil.. usah diperbesarkan... sudahlah... lain org.. lain pendapatnya... so what to do... tkmo kecoh2 la... tak bgs... tk guna...kalau nak nasihat... tkmo kutuk2... tak baik... jgn mengata org sembarangan... klu nk complain... jgn smpi nama org terjejas... kalau nk bantah... jgn smpi mengutuk2... hmmph..

2005-11-28T15:12:00.000+08:00

I'll be your dream,

I'll be your wish

I'll be your fantasy.

I'll be your hope,

I'll be your love

be everything that you need.

I love you more with every breath truly madly deeply do..

I will be strong

I will be faithful

cause I'm counting on

A new beginning.

A reason for living.

A deeper meaning.

I want to stand with you on a mountain.

I want to bathe with you in the sea.

I want to lay like this forever.

Until the sky falls down on me...

And when the stars are shining

brightly in the velvet sky,

I'll make a wish send it to heaven

then make you want to cry..

the tears of joy for all the pleasure

and the certainty

that we're surrounded by the comfort

and protection of..

the highest power.

In lonely hours.

The tears devour you..

I want to stand with you on a mountain,

I want to bathe with you in the sea.

I want to lay like this forever,

Until the sky falls down on me...

Oh can't you see it baby?

You don't have to close your eyes Cause it's standing right before you.

All that you need will surely come...

2005-09-08T14:51:00.000+08:00

Salam!!!!

hahaha.. heeloooo... omg.. its been a long time since i've posted something here.. haha. im quite lazy nowdays.. especially when it comes to this blogging stuffs... haha... because i dont really have anything to type here anyway... life is as normal.. hahaha... right..yesterday my family n i went to this building which my sis imagined was her mansion.. hahaha!! well.. u dont understand nevermind.. not important.. anyway.. we were damn bored.. waiting for our parents so we played around with the camera..haahaa.... oh, i dont really know wat to type summore.. hmm..okey.. i think i've typed enough.. hahaha. So Long! see ya. =)

-- ohh.. how i love my sister... and how i hate her as well... wahahaha --

2005-08-24T16:37:00.000+08:00

salam...

hello!!!!! =))... hahahaha... mental retardation.. wahahahaha!! hahaha... right.. hahhaa.. i cant possibly stop laughing.. hahahhaha!! OMG OMG OMG!! hahaha hahaha hahaha.. hahaha... hahaha.. so sorry.. heehee... that was the best english lesson.. hahahaha.. yeah right.. hahaha..hahaha!! ohh gosh.... im so sorry... heehee..

2005-08-23T22:05:00.000+08:00

salam. . .

Please!!! i know you are pretending.... i care about you so much you know.. why ever are you like that? .. well to tell the truth... i dont feel good about it.. i dont know.. im worried.. but anyway... i hope you will recover quickly.. call me if you need me!!! you know i will always be there for you.. Wish you good luck =) May Allah bless you.. it dosent matter if u dont wanna tell me abt it.. its fine with me.. =) May Allah bless you...

2005-08-15T15:18:00.000+08:00

salam!!

hello! hello! hello! oh my goodness!! its been a long time since i've typed something in this.. heheh.. right.. so.. life is fine so far... absolutely wonderfull..=) hmm.. hmm.. hmm.. hmm.. no stories to share :) haha... okay.. so.. im 'quite' busy nowdays... and lazy... especially when it comes to this blogging stuffs.. hahaha.. right.. so............... how are you? im fine thank you!! =).. hahaha.. dunno whats gotten into me lately.. i seem alot crazier than before and my mood seems to be changing everytime.. hahaha... well.. there's always a reason behind every mood im in anyway.. i hope you know what i mean... wahaha!! Right... so.... umm.. heheh.. nothing to write summore.. so... good byeeee!!! heheh :D

2005-07-30T11:32:00.000+08:00

salam!!!

OMG!! im so hot.. hahahaha... i've just finished ironing the curtians... huahuahua..and its a very hot day..gosh.. im longing for ten glasses of fresh lemonade.. hahaha...wow... im extremely tired today... haha.. lots of work to do.. ni pon curi curi singgah.. wakaka... penat seh.. tkpelah.. rest kejap ni. . . wagaga... hmm.. tauhid kene hafal banyak sehh.... den dis coming week banyak test.. the only day yg takde test is just on thursday...humph... nasib lah...haha... right.. i think i'll go back to work.. hahas.. :)

2005-07-22T16:08:00.000+08:00

salam. . .

one side of me : OMG OMG OMG!!!!!! im going to the concert!!!!! wahoooooooo!!!! goshhh.. i cant wait.... hahahhaha

another side of me: i dunno wat to say.... im just fustrated.. dissapointed.. sad... extremely sad.. hurt.. ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ...
ahhhhhh sakit sungguh hati ini... bagai dihiris pisau yang tajam... hmmmmmmmm....

2005-07-20T15:16:00.000+08:00

salam!!

halooooo.. its been a long time! :) life was normal.. as usual.. nothing special.. nothing intresting.. tired as always.. wahaha! right... i am feeling abit hungry now.. haha.. i havent eaten the whole day.. wakaka.. anyway.. Harry Potter and the half-blood prince is marvellous!!!! well.. i've only read it half way.. since yesterday..dumpty dunpty dumpty dumm... wagaga.. well.. guess i'll stop here.. i dont quite know what to write.. heheh :))

2005-07-14T18:41:00.000+08:00

salam...

wagaga.. i knew it.. wagaga.. yup yup.. wagaga! nevermind aniway.. i wish you luck.. wakaka.. whaaat m i toking? wagaga.. right chill pls.. huhu.. aniways.. i was tired out today.. huhuhu.. i am tired everyday.... kkk.. im toking crap.. i'd better stop bfor it gets too much..

2005-07-13T18:54:00.000+08:00

salam...

i feel sick today.. my head was dizzy..and bla bla bla.. you made my day worse.. but anyway.. im sorry of what had happened just now.. i diddnt realise that it would make u hurt.. sorry.. :) you know who you are.. hmm... whatever.. i feel so lazy to type.. it took me a long time to go here and type.. so since i finnaly get the chance to do it.. so here it is.. ohh.. well...

2005-07-10T18:08:00.000+08:00

salam!!!!

im sooo happy today!!! hehehe... i got penguins!!!!! two of them!!! wagaga.. heheh.. right.. anyway... yesterday i went to camp.. i just came home just now.. at around.. umm... 4 30.. yupp..yesterday.. we went to climb the bukit timah... haiyoo.. so tired.. then...when i reached the summit... my right shoe wore off.. huhh.. leceh jek.. haizz... anyway.. overall was funn and i was exhausted.. and my leg.. body.. hands.. head.. are sore.. not to forget my throat.. wagaga...

2005-07-08T17:49:00.000+08:00

salam. . .

mental illness.... imagine that.... brem said i need help.. becoz of dat maybe.. ha ha ha.. very funny.. its not at all funny.. how dare you!!!! anyway.. say all u want.. im not affected a single bit. let me get this straight.. im affected more by ppls doings then what they say.. i quite understand that u are bz... but do u mind telling me what u r bz wif? you seem to be avoiding me more than you are busy.. whatever.. anyway.. about my mood... it changes(like duh!) anyway.. i am like that.. sometimes when i am downright happy.. then suddenly.. my mood changes to the opposite.. most of the time its because of tiredness... sometimes its because of certian reasons... which some of them i dunno what... anyway.. that is not mental illness... how dare you!! anyway.. lets stop here..

2005-07-07T17:58:00.000+08:00

salam. . .

hello =) today was okay.. except the time when i was going home... suddenly an annoyingly irritating feeling came across me.. i dunno what is the cause of it.. i really dont.. suddenly it just came... wierd huh? it really confuses me sometimes... oh well.. i'll just have to bear with it.. anyway.. i a m t i r e d . . .

2005-07-06T17:41:00.000+08:00

salam!!

wow... i was extra happy today.. huahuahua.. i have no idea why.. hahaha...anyway... school started that tuesday.. hahaha.. mentang mentang lah monday cuti.. hahah.. okies.. so.. hari ni exercise best!!! hahahaha... kan kan kan?? bepeluh sey satu muke.. wahaha!! tp bez.. alahai.. tu je lah.. crite untk hari ni.. wahaha.. right.. gudbye! hehe...

2005-07-04T18:46:00.000+08:00

salam. . .

life was great from morning.. till afternoon... now... it was okay... well.. i'm very very very angry with my brother.. so i've got no mood to tell about what happened that morning till afternoon... well... im being patient now... kalau ikot kan hati.. mcm nk bunuh die!!! haiyoo.. tp mana leh ikot hati..mati nnti.. haizz... humphhhhhhhhhhhhhhh... and you! brem!!!!!!!! y did you go offline???????????????????????????????????????? i was crazy the moment i go back online you were offline . . . whats up with your nick????? oh well.. nevermind.. i feel like crying.. but nevermind..nevermind...nevermind... *sigh*

2005-07-03T18:34:00.000+08:00

salammm!!

Wow... today was great.. ohh well.. except the ending... so saddd.. haiz.. hahaha... aniway.. im quite lazy to tell the story.. so.. i'll stop here..

2005-07-02T19:03:00.000+08:00

salam!!!

Goshh!! im so exhausted today!! wahahaha!! i went to play netball with my friends!! that was wayyy funn.. wahaha!! is that me saying that? ohh well.. any way.. that was my firstime playing this netball thingy.. wahaha! verry tired.. hahaha.. alahai.. lembek btok ku ni eh.. haizz.. haha.. main setakat satu game jek.. hahaha... tp practice tangkap bola n campak bola banyak.. haha.. first time la katekan.. bola datang jek tutup kepala.. wahahaa!... but that was funn aniwayy.. hehe.. then at arnd 3 plus my mom nye fren nye anak nye bday party.. haha.. kat mcdonalds.. dapat makan freee!!! wahaha! kenyang aku.. haha..
(hey! da lame tak dengar khabar! awk gi mane uh? hmm.. bz eh? sejak keblakangan ni bnyk org meninggal kn.. hmm.. icic.. aniway.. i miss ya.. anityng juz kol my hp k.. or sms.. haha! either one.. haha! u know hu u r.. i hope so.. haha)
okeyzz byeeeee. . . . . . .

2005-07-01T15:12:00.000+08:00

salam!

i went to east coast today.. with my school.. wahahaha! my school. Right.. and now, im tired and exhausted and sleepy and still bored and bla bla bla.. huhh.. i just had only one game.. but i ate alot..of.. sandwiches heheh.. mm.. yummy..hehe..okay.. im lazy to write aready.. byee

2005-06-29T17:26:00.000+08:00

salam alaik...

Fuhhhh... sweating!!.. haha.. i lied. its cold.. raining.. We did graphs today.. during maths lesson.. and to tell tha truth.. i was kind of engrossed... wahahaha! first time i was engrossed in maths lessons. Anyway.. i found out that monday is a busy day for me.. haha.. but who cares.. haha.. i do actually.. but just a little.. 10 percent out of a hundered. Haha. =D okey.. frankly, i havent finish my homework.. and now im at the comp.. wahaha! notty girl! okay.. i'll do while surfing then.. no big deal wat.. hahaha... righto.. i dunno what to write summore.. so.. adios!

2005-06-25T08:04:00.000+08:00

salam. . .
haiyooo... update update update.... haiz... lecheh btol.. huahuahua... hmm... nak tulis ape ehh... hmm... feeling empty right now.. umm.. nothing intresting.. its juz 8:04 am... my mom is at pasar... buying food.. huhuhu... cant wait to eat!! haha.. right... im hungry besides feeling empty.. huahuahua.. right.. yesterday.. i was at home the whole day... so boring... humphhh.. hahaha... i woke up at 12:30... yesterday.. so bad... humph...hhahhahaha... right.. when i woke up.. my mom's fren was here.. huhu... then i bathed and then i ate nasi sambal goreng.. hahha.. mm.. yummyy.. and not to forget.. roti john!! hahhaha... deeeeeeeeeeeeelicious!! umm.. so thats what happened yesterday.. haha.. :D

2005-06-17T11:57:00.000+08:00

salam alaik!!

hullo!!! im home!!! well it was actually two days ago.. but then im too lazy to write so i didnt.. but now.. im writing.. haha.. typing actually.. i went to klang then ipoh... humph humph humph.. very tireing.. haha... actually its not like holiday since we went there to visit ppl.. haha.. at klang, my family and i i stayed with my father's cousin. its fun anyway.. haha.. there was one time we went out to the central market.. then when we wanted to go home, it was already 11 15.. haha.. the last train was at 11 05 and we didnt know that.. haha.. we even bought the ticket and went inside the station.. there was nobody.. so we didnt know..the counter is closed. we bought the ticket from a machine..huhhh.. even my father's cousin didnt know that the last train was at 11 05.. haha.. so we waited.. then a chinese guy came.. police man came and told us that there isnt any train at all.. we asked for his help then he saaid he couldnt do anything.. haha.. you see, we bought our tickets with our last ringgits.. haha.. then he went telling us thet he will try to get help. then after a while, a chinese guy came.. we asked him where is his destination he also wanted to go to klang.. and he is obviously a not frm malaysia as he didnt know how to speak malay.. haha.. then we told him that we r also going there and theres no mor train to klang.. haizz.. okay.. im tired.. lets cut this short.. in the end he gave up waiting for the policeman and went.. and we end up having my father's auntie to take us.. haha.. okey so thats all.. haha.. hmm.. i met lots of my aunties.. haha..and uncles some slightly older some slightly younger and some way younger than me.. haha.. very cute.. heheh :).. wokey.. thats it for now.. signing off.............

2005-06-09T15:23:00.000+08:00

salam alaik.
hello :) my last post bfor i go holiday.. heheh. ohh! i cant wait! wahahhaa.. like as if.. im not even looking foward to going!! hahaha.. okey anyway.. i'd like to say thank you to Amirah and Syahfiqah for being there when im feeling down.. thanks a zillion! :) you girls are wonderfull! thank you to brem for understanding me and for being sweet :) thank you! and i'd like to apologise to all if i had done any mistakes to you or if i hurt you without realising it or if i didnt treat you right. im very very sorry. Please duaa for my family and my saftey when going, staying and returning from malaysia... thank you :) May Allah Bless You always.. :)..
With lots of love, Hakimah.

2005-06-08T22:29:00.000+08:00

but i want to!!!! for goodness sake! humphhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

2005-06-08T22:27:00.000+08:00

so.. it seems that i dun want to after all... humph.. whaaaat am i toking..

Everytime

2005-06-08T19:04:00.000+08:00

Notice me
Take my hand
Why are we
Strangers when
Our love is strong
Why carry on without me?
Everytime I try to fly
I fall without my wings
I feel so small
I guess I need you baby
And everytime I see you in my dreams
I see your face, it's haunting me
I guess I need you baby
I make believe
That you are here
It's the only way
I see clear
What have I done
You seem to move on easy
And everytime I try to flyI fall without my wings
I feel so small
I guess I need you baby
And everytime I see you in my dreams
I see your face, you're haunting me
I guess I need you babyI
may have made it rain
Please forgive me
My weakness caused you pain
And this song is my sorry
Ohhhh
At night I pray
That soon your faceWill fade away
And everytime I try to flyI fall without my wings
I feel so small
I guess I need you baby
And everytime I see you in my dreams
I see your face, you're haunting me
I guess I need you baby

2005-06-08T11:49:00.000+08:00

salamz..

hello there! today is my last day here.. in singapore.. tomorrow im going to malaysia for six days.. im feeling very sad.. (i wish i will get to talk to you before tomorrow.. you know who you are.. i've been missing you badly..)
anyway, :) im feeling lazy to go.. my mood is not really a holiday mood.. humph.. wahahha.. right but wat to do, i must go.. anyway, i've never seen my relatives in perak before. so maybe it is a good thing to go there somehow.. untuk mengeratkan silaturraheem.. hahaha.. okey den.. i guess i got to go! :)

2005-06-04T22:01:00.000+08:00

Salamzz everyone..

haha...kekadang malas btol nak tulis kat sini.. haha.. tp haha.. tulis jelah.. haha(pe saye mapek?).. hmm..
i went to pizza hut wif my family juz now.. haha.. mmmm... yummyyy... we went to buy a wasshyy masshyy bfor dat.. haha.. very new.. haha.. obviously.. lalala~
not much to say abt today.. ahhhhh.. yeashh... we rode bicycles!! hahahaha.... bezz.. haha... yelah.. dah lamerr tak naik basikal kan.. haha... dats all..
quite boring isnt it? reading this blog.. hahaha.. nothing intresting to read.. haha.. lalalala~
yarr... i am oso bored.. reading dis stupid blog.. ahaha.. niways.. since i already have a blog.. i might as well write something..
okeyzzz... i think i'll stop here.. :)
salamz.

2005-05-31T16:45:00.000+08:00

salamzzz.. hahaha... exam is overrrr and the results are out.. haha... i did quite okay.. haha.. haha.. haha... righto so now is holiday.. the is the.. umm.. 1st week of the school holiday.. umm.. yarr.. yup.. heheh.. i went to Young Caliph Camp that sunday and monday.. haha.. to be frank.. i was FORCED to... haha.. but then again i LOVE it!!!! the kids r soooo cute.. well... all the kids are actuali k2s.. i got to be the student fesi.. like penolong fesi like that arr.. but it was fun!!! haha.. i love the kids.. haha..so cutee.. so innocent.. haha... miss them so much.. haha.. righto i did have some unexpected fun..and of course.. i was tired out.. but it was really worth it.. haha.. okeys.. got to go.. signing off......................

2005-05-08T14:48:00.000+08:00

salamzzz..
hullo.... quite bored...urggghhh..... lalalalala.... hahaha... td gi mendaks tk blaja.. wawawa... buat test..bcoz da day when there is test i didnt come...wawawa... den org lain kene blaja... wawawa... haha... buat test kat depan office... wif a grp of others hu didnt come as well... haha... sejok gilerr sey... kipas direct... tissue satu bertompok tompok.. wahaha.. niways... dis coming week nyer exam.......... urgghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!! ley mampos... huhhh...... pandai pandai.. abeh bukan nye nk blaja.. wahaha... ahh.. nk blaja la ni.. hahaha... ok lah... byeeeeeeeeee

2005-05-06T18:54:00.000+08:00

today... was okay at firs but then... jeng jeng jeng... i was fustrated.. wahahaha... i was angry.. irritated.. disgusted.. at my very self.. haha.. let me tell u why.. i didnt do my tution homework and i got scolded.. luckithing it was on tha phone.. haha.. dun have to face her..wahaha.. serves me right!! hahaa.. okay.. but the tution was fine juz now.. i smiled all the way.. wahahaha... i did okay by the way.. hahaha... okay..im exhausted.. and damn hot!!.. urggh.. where's tha fan?????? i cant find it!!! ohhh there.. beside me.. wahaha.. but its not on.. no wonder.. im hot... hahaha... okay kay..tha exam was also fine.. haha... i dunno how well i did.. though... i konw i can pass.. insya Allah.. :) ... okey then... 6:59.. nk dekat azan... signing off..... . . . . . .

2005-05-05T18:55:00.000+08:00

today.... i was late for school... guess what happened.. i overslept!!!... wahahahaha.. okay.. i didnt know that i am asleep until i woke up.. haha.. the bus was at a place where im not fimiliar wif.. obviously i've missed my sch's bus stop.. huh.. i wonder y didnt anyone frm my sch wake me up.. oh well.. maybe they didnt relise it..haha.. niway.. i was late.. but luckything i missed tha assembly.. or i'll have to go and stand infront of the whole sch.. wahaha..very embarasing.. ish ish ish..haha.. okeys.. g2g now.. haha. byeeeeeeee

2005-05-04T12:22:00.001+08:00

okay... im soooo bad... humph.... im supposed to study... humph... wahaha...pas ni mmg nk blaja larr.. haha..exams exams exams.... how i hate exams.. but tha best part is you get to go home early.. wahaha... ahhh... lalaalaaa... humph.. humph..humph.. maasyaAllah... im sweating like mad.... huhh..no wonder... i didnt on the fan... k lah... those hu r having exams.. i wish you good Luck.. :)

2005-05-03T17:34:00.000+08:00

hahaha... i've made a little changes in dis blog... whew.. now im sweating ... haha... tired tired.. haha.. lyke it better now.. alhamdulillah... haha
ahhh.. exam period... haha... and i dont feel stressed.. wahaha... hmmm.. i wonder y... haha
okay.. so juz now's exam was okay.. haha.. i juz fogot to revise the insha.. (urggh.. how could i!!).. okay.. so.. tomorrow's english... haha.. as a matter of fact.. in not scared at all.. wawawa.. okay... g2g.. urgent.. haha... byeee

2005-05-02T00:01:00.000+08:00

i've created a blog!!!! at last... wahaha.. neva knew how to create one... thanks to Dian.. i know already.. kn Dian?? hahaha.. humph.. tired tired... okey.. da malam.. gd nite!!